im over my whole photoshop/picture stage.
and im leaving this site now.


goodbye.

i've learned that friends
are something i never want to let go.

over the summer i got into a HUGE
arguement with one of my friends.
and me and him stopped being friends

untill now. we forgot all the pitty shit
and got over it.
i swear to god. its the best feeling ever
to know that you and someone you were
once really good friends with is back.

its all just comming back to me.
and things are falling into place again.

and another one of my BEST friends.
i got into a huge arguement with her.
and we were REALLY out to get eachother.
but were friends again.

and like i said before:
the feeling is amazing, kowing that person
is going to strick around.
becuase you miss the old times.
you really do.

im glad people dont hold grudges to long.
because today im happier than ever.

im choosing not to care anymore.
its pointless to fight over soemthing thats not there.
give or take i dont care the way that you see it.

no im not asking you to forgive me.
im just sick of fighting over stupid shit.
were acting like prissy ass bitches.

im not about to go through highschool making enemys.
its pointless, stupid, and im not going to do that.

its crazy when ur in a fight with someone
and you think of all the old fun times.
and ur like..how did we start acting like bitches??

so im deciding to just let it slip.
im done fighting.
im done bitching
im done talking.
im dont thinking about it.

weve had some memories..
ill re-assure you on that one..

i went to my dads house today.
...16 years my mom and him are going to be married.

this comming week.
but. things arnt the same.






























i understand breaking it off after NINE months or something.
but 16 years?? how is that possible?

yes hate is a strong word.


and i mean every ounce of it.













fuck you. i will never forgive you.
it was bound to happen sooner or late.
but like this?










.....jeasus.